I Think I Am Going Crazy.

In the past month I have been worrying myself. It's not that I have done bad things, just things that aren't like the old me. For one, I have been nicer. This is a big deal to me because I have always had a short fuse. Talking back is my specialty. I have also heard I am remembered as the "hot bitch" to people who dont know me personally at school. That is my identifier. I can't control that I have a serious personality and a straight face all the time. I think I got this from my dad. I love him but he is the most strict, neat freak, not-so-nice man I know. Back to my recent change. With all this niceness came wierdness. I listen to the same song, "Motivation" by Kelly Rowland over and over again. No other songs. I talk to my friend Megan in my sleep when she spends the night. She says I act "possessed". The other night she woke up to find me staring at her. I don't remember doing this because I was totally sleeping! Apparently, I also violently pull the covers over my head and I even punched her in the face once. I do not recall ever being like this. I have also stopped eating as much as I used to. This is wierd becasue eating is my favorite past time. Im also almost scared of going to sleep now because of the ridiculous and sometimes teriffying dreams I have. I haven't been eating late at night or watching scary movies before bed, the dreams just happen. Weather it be negative or positive, i'm not sure, i'm just glad I can recognize something strange is happening to me.