Being Barbie

I am about to sound very shallow but I dont give an effff. I like to look pretty all the time. This means if I have to be late for school so I can get my eyelashes to be perfectly curled and mascarad then I will be late without a doubt. Being a "Barbie" is my favorite though. This is when you don't exactly dress like the Barbie Doll that we all played with growing up but more like perfectly girly. Wearing lots of pink and short skirts is the key for dressing. Blonder hair and baby pink lips are important too. Tanning is a no brainer. We all know there are no pasty barbies out there. I like dressing up my friends to look precious too. Today during lunch I convinced my friend into giving her the signature "barbie lips". To achieve this look you have to start by putting cover up on your lips so they are completely nude, then you go over them with pale pink to make them more noticable, then you put gloss over them to make your lips extra shiney. My friend Megan always makes so much fun of me. She calls barbie lips my "powdered donut lips". The fact is, I know I am ridiculous but I dont care. It makes me happy and I like how I present myself. It shows that I care. My friend Erica is the queen of the Barbie look. She has bleach blonde hair, an orange tan, wears pink bows in her hair, and hads the nuddest make-up. She looks like an exact Barbie replica. I am not a big fan of this look because it is wayyy too fake. My friend Annely is reading my blog and she says I am really concited. Im not..I just think this is something I can write a lot about (she was joking by the way). I think all of this is just me striving to be perfect. I can't get great grades, I am lazy, and often in a bad mood..but at least I can say that I care about my apperance unlike a lot of people now a days. The whole point for me is so I can be happy. The better I look the happier I am. This is a fact of life! I mean really, who doesnt get mad when recieving compliments? People don't need happy pills they need a good closet full of clothes and the make-up basics! I think I am trying to make up for lost time from when I was younger. When I was little I was an ugly duckling. I was super awkward and didn't know where I belonged or how I was supposed to act. I had glasses, a gap between my front teeth, braces, and no sense of what looked good. Now that I have it figured out I just want to flaunt my confidence! Now where is my Ken...